John realized that if he told her that he didn't want to talk about it, she would likely let it go. He also knew that he needed to say something to someone because holding it all in was not helping at all. To be honest, he was a bit terrified of how angry it made him.

"I had a therapist here on the island," John said. "Of course, he married the love of my life and I recently learned they're having a child which is... quite a blessing for them."